Please forgive me
Because I don’t know what to do
I’m trying my best
I never meant to hurt you.
I’m sorry this is happening.
I wish it would all stop.
If I knew how to take away the pain.
I would.
Please forgive me.
I’m doing everything wrong.
but I’m making this harder for myself.
by trying to make it easier for you.
I hate myself more than anyone alive.
I hate my insecurity that makes you feel insecure.
I hate my past and everything I’ve done.
I hate all the things i make you feel.
I hate that i am writing you this.
I wish i could end this now, even with my life
I’m sorry, please don’t hate me…
